The Last Temptation of Ruth

December 27, 2009

A play in one act
Written for the stage by

N()AH
DAVID
SIMON

Unemployment now leads to
the Death of the Dead.
Death becomes wrong.
The dead have no right.
No longer does death order,
The sacrifice of ones function.
The permanently unemployed are dead.
The order of the male will die.
An Androgynous world is a mass murder
with true equality.
Gender becomes unemployed.
———————————–
Ruth walks down an urban upper middle class street. It is cloudy and there is a slight breeze. It is the middle of winter and the weather has warmed for a frivolous calm. Bezelbub walks down the street.

(Bezelbub smiles to HIMSELF.)

Bezelbub

Ruth

Ruth

How did you know my name?

Bezelbub

If I want to know your name, then I know your name.

Ruth

(SHAKING HER HEAD IN THE NO POSITION.)

uh-uh

(SHAKES HER HEAD LEFT TO RIGHT AGAIN)

uh no, I think not Rumplestilskin.

Bezelbub

You don’t know what you want.

Ruth

I don’t want you.

Bezelbub

You already have me.

Ruth

I have pain. That is true.

Bezelbub

We have each other.

Ruth

You don’t have me. Nobody has me.

Bezelbub

I get what I want. I have complete control.

Ruth

You don’t have control over anything, not even control over your self.

Bezelbub

I will control.

Ruth

Your control?

Bezelbub

see this dollar?

Ruth

mmm-hmmm

Bezelbub

I will put this dollar on the ground. Like this.

Ruth

(cynically)

a magic trick.

Bezelbub

Nobody likes a skeptic

Ruth

do your trick.

Bezelbub

I am going to make the dollar move without touching it.

Ruth

I see

Bezelbub

Are you Ready?

Ruth

Yes, go ahead

Bezelbub

Make sure you are watching carefully.

Ruth

I’m watching. I’m watching.

(They both stare at the DOLLAR for 15 seconds. Nothing happens)

Ruth

Nothing happened.

(Bezelbub Smiles)

Ruth

Nothing happened. Nothing at all.

(RUTH GOES TO PICK UP THE DOLLAR. SHE PUTS THE DOLLAR IN HER POCKET)

Ruth

Thanks for the dollar!

Bezelbub

You see, it moved.

(Bezelbub SMILES)

Bezelbub

I did tell you. I control everything.

Ruth

You didn’t make it move. I moved it.

Bezelbub

I made you move it.

Ruth

no

Bezelbub

I just did. I control you and I can oppress you..

Ruth

How can you oppress me?

Bezelbub

If it isn’t me, then it is somebody else. Wherever you go. You will be oppressed. There is no escape. It is only through me that you can find freedom.

Ruth

Oh really. How do you offer freedom?

Bezelbub

I offer what some might call love. I offer understanding. I offer a mutual relationship of cooperation. I offer pleasure.

Ruth

Now the devil offers love!

Bezelbub

Love?

Another Abstract manifestation,

Ruth

who is the skeptic now?

Bezelbub

Water that is too pure

has no fish. You abuse the word love, so I don’t believe in it.

Ruth

You’re not evil. You’re ignorant.

Bezelbub

I offer pleasure. I offer freedom. I offer you the ability to do what you want.

Ruth

You offer stupidity.

Bezelbub

I offer the ability to escape from the burdens of society and live for you. I offer autonomy. I can do anything I want and so could you if you cooperate.

Ruth

are you threatening me? I don’t have to listen to this. Why should I trust you. Maybe you’re just getting off. Is that what your doing? You’re crossing the line.

Bezelbub

I’m telling you that I could. I didn’t say I would!

Ruth

Would what?

Bezelbub

Anything I want

Ruth

You can’t always get what you want. You might find that your actions have consequence.

Bezelbub

I decide my own consequence.

Some struggle with a way.

Some struggle with no way.

Ruth

You must have had a healthy normal family life.

Bezelbub

If you’re so afraid of me then why are you talking to me?

(Pause)

Bezelbub

Well?

Ruth

I’m trying to be polite. People are watching and I don’t want you to make a scene.

Bezelbub

Why are woman always doing what is socially sanctioned? All a woman desires is sensitivity from others, they don’t need a man to make them happy.

Ruth

You don’t really think that, do you? I know plenty of women who like sex with men.

Bezelbub

For women, sex is like cigarettes, coffee, or alcohol. They develop a taste for it and then they become addicted.

Ruth

I’ve had sex with men.

Bezelbub

I don’t doubt you. The women I know don’t even seem to get aroused by men until after their first experience. Once a woman has a heterosexual moment then a woman might develop a taste for it.

Ruth

Sex is a scary.

Bezelbub

It’s not quite as scary for men. Most women have to be talked into sex their first time. You know what the world would be like without men? A bunch of obese and content butch lesbians.

Ruth

Woman have more at stake then men. It’s not that they can’t enjoy sex, it’s simply that they are given a huge neurosis about it because they are the ones that could be pregnant.

Bezelbub

Rarely do women contemplate copulation without the children factor, because they have more at risk in pregnancy. Nine months of work is a bigger investment then a quick ejaculation.

Ruth

Is that fair?

Bezelbub

Life isn’t fair for men either. People choose sexual partners based on their populaces social pressures and their own sexual cravings, but usually only women fear the direct biological result.

Ruth

Maybe it is time for men to start worrying.

Bezelbub

Oh, men are worried now. Believe me it is nothing to wish for. Sex is dangerous for us all now, but mostly women fear sexual anarchy because it would allow every one to be unmonogamous.

Ruth

Monogamy protects women from being cheated. It protects men too.

Bezelbub

Yes, men can lose. But, like you said, men can’t become pregnant. You resent the fact that Bill Clinton cheated on Hillary, because it sets a precedent of sex without responsibility for men.

Ruth

I’m sorry, but sex without responsibility is not a good thing.

Bezelbub

You would think advances in birth control would make that phobia goes away. Men have to go out and earn a living while many women sit home and contemplate their newfound choices. Do you still think all men are given unlimited freedoms?

Ruth

but, your saying women are more likely to be gay by nature? A huge generalization!

Bezelbub

Your consider yourself gay, right?

Ruth

You’re crossing the line.

Bezelbub

A good generalization usually has exquisite truths in it that are correct more times then not. Reality itself exists only through generalization. To understand our existence and to operate in it we must generalize. I have generalized… but truth itself is a generalization.

Ruth

Your generalizations are in the mold of an eighteenth century sexist.

Bezelbub

So now I am in the eighteenth century? Is there an exquisite difference between the eighteenth century and now? Certainly women haven’t changed! Women are comprised of the same flesh today as they were yesterday. What has changed?

Ruth

Our roles have changed. Our perceptions of each other based on what is between our legs are different.

Bezelbub

Nothing has changed. The benefits and expenses of gender roles are still here and they are not going away.

Ruth

That’s because of you.

Bezelbub

No, it is because of you. Women tend desire for some kind of moral system, to control. You secretly desire a feminist hierarchy, like an intimidating boyfriend. Something to tell us what to do.

Ruth

I don’t want anyone to tell me what to do.

Bezelbub

Of course not. You want to control the boyfriend. Since you can’t completely control a man you are replacing him with political correctness. speaking of that oppressive boyfriend. Rape: Isn’t it odd how some woman enjoy the feeling of being victims. The ecstasy of being aware that a man was so needful that he broke his own morals. I have no moral values. You can’t break me.

Ruth

That is your mistake. You think we want to be controlled.

Bezelbub

Passive men are seen as weak to the opposite sex and therefor not worthy of copulation and progeny. I am not passive. For women one’s mate is seen as a gamble. A man who is strong enough to perform a violent sexual act is arousing for a woman because it proves a man’s autonomy from other males. Then that man becomes a commodity.

Ruth

Men generally are given the freedom to rape the world. They habitually use a strategy of control to fill their desires. Men rarely attempt submission as a way of also filling desires. They rarely think, if I were to contribute and take part then I might fill the minimal desires I need.

Bezelbub

Who do you think the men were pillaging the world for? Carnal pleasure. If they could of had it at home they wouldn’t of left their house. The eighteenth century wasn’t a utopia for men.

Ruth

The men back then had it better then the women.

Bezelbub

You’re deluded. maybe the sexism was installed into the workforce by men was created as a defense for a civilization struggling to escape from the brunt of responsibility forced on men by women.

Ruth

Some how I doubt that.

Bezelbub

Your welcome to doubt, but think about this. Boys are generally competitive, individualistic and yet highly efficient and will embark well into any interaction with the goal of personal benefit. If you allow personal benefit then the boys will be tolerable.

Ruth

Why should we fashion the world for a mutant male sex? Just because you guys can’t get along doesn’t mean the rest of us can’t. I say ignore the little boys and their little squabbles. The rest of us can get a long fine without you.

Bezelbub

You might just get what you are asking for. Modern birthing techniques allow women to have children without fertilization, therefor no men involved… meanwhile men can’t have children without the women’s ovary.

Ruth

That’s good to know!

Bezelbub

The sheep that they cloned genetically?… that was done with a blank ovary without male fertilization and a womb was still needed. The male sex is now completely obsolete!

Ruth

Well, you guys did it to yourself. Halaluya

Bezelbub

On the biological level men have always been at a position of vulnerability even with their general superior physical ability.

Ruth

oh I see, is that how western man raped billions of aborigine peoples.

Bezelbub

It always took only one man to fertilize millions of women. Today, one could create a society of almost all women, who would also be the workers. The male would be used only for fertilization and you would need only one male to do this. You could slaughter all the excess men.

Ruth

There is an idea.

Bezelbub

The amount of production a man could do in the majority of industries could easily be substituted with a women. Beyond the biological reproductive factor, no good comes from an aggressive gender in the mechanistic workings of a healthy society. If women had truly wanted to improve the efficiency, it would be the end of man. It is no wonder that man has instituted sexism into society. Sexism is man’s only defense against anialization.

Ruth

That was a twist that I wasn’t expecting. Men oppress because they have to?

Bezelbub

If you look historically at men who instituted genetic cleansing, you will find they all treated the women around them well. Hitler was great to all the women who were around him.

Ruth

What about all the non-Aryan women Hitler killed?

Bezelbub

In Hitler’s logic it is necessary to purify race. If you take Hitler’s philosophy a step further then you get a very militant feminist doctrine. The final purification based on scientific reduction is the death of the mutant and randomizing genes that comes from both Aryan and non-Aryan men.

Ruth

So Hitler would kill himself. Hurrah!

Bezelbub

Or he would attempt to get a sex change.

Maybe that is why we can’t find him today!

Ruth

Hitler as a woman. I think I’m going to barf.

Bezelbub

It’s possible.

Ruth

The mustache would have to go.

Bezelbub

There is nothing more dangerous to men then a man that listens to women. The pussy-whipped man is a man who installs fear into the mutants. The emancipation of womankind is freedom and that freedom from male oppression can only happen with the death of the mutant sex.. Women simply don’t need men…

Ruth

How true.

Bezelbub

The supposed emotional and spiritual companionship that men could offer women can be substituted with another woman.

Ruth

You think you are righteous in your contrary to the mainstream divergence, but yet you are consistent in doctrine with Judeo-Christianity in that you see salvation through men.

Bezelbub

I don’t appreciate the comparison. What is salvation when you have eternity? I do not see salvation through men. I see a continuance of the status quo in men.

Ruth

An unconventional neo-conservative.

Bezelbub

A label I can live with. The destruction of this planet and its natural system would be a paradox certainly in the concept of messianic deliverance, as would the extinction of the male sex. The death of mankind would destroy the Judaic concept of g-d and the devil.

Ruth

The bible describes true evil as always male like the force of good itself. The polarities of forces are always male. This is a mistake, but so is what you are saying. Instead of coming to the conclusion that gender identification is a complete sham, you have substituted women for the devil and left the benevolent father figure consistent with monotheism.

Bezelbub

Ha!, no woman has the balls to be the devil. This is no longer about what is righteous. This is about survival. If you see that as righteousness then that is your viewpoint. I see little benevolent in man… I’m man’s biggest supporter! I prefer the so-called chosen evil of men to the ways of irresolute women like you.

Ruth

If there was a devil do you think g-d would send him a card during the holiday?

Bezelbub

No.

Ruth

Do you think g-d says, “Hey, Lucifer how are things?” and Lucifer might say, “Not bad. A little hot down here in hell, but that’s the breaks of being damned. How are things in heaven?”

Bezelbub

That jerk!

Ruth

g-d is always a haughty guy who wouldn’t give Lucifer the time of day. Talk about an unforgiving father figure.

Bezelbub

Amen!

Ruth

Monotheism misleads us into a corner. To hell with the conviction that the realm of g-d is infinitely large by disregarding the diminutive truths.

Bezelbub

There is no one truth.

Ruth

I have my truth. The eternal trick of Western thought is that the knowledge has been coded with masculinity permanently for all eternity.

Bezelbub

Testify.

Ruth

The ultimate trick that Nietsche would understand, as the catch-22 of organized religion.

Bezelbub

Amen.

Ruth

Judaism began the misdeed by manifesting a fixed book. The Jewish commentary was continually building and changing, but the root core of the system was static.

Bezelbub

Amen.

Ruth

Christianity zealously followed this archetype, but it was Judaism that laid the fixed masculine groundwork for Civilization and it’s Discontents.

Bezelbub

Then we partially agree.

Ruth

Do we really? You fear that if mankind is destroyed, and woman triumphs, that evil will go out of business?

Bezelbub

Let’s hope not.

Ruth

You have nothing to fear. Even after the “Y” chromosome is erased from the flesh of the universe, the code can be salvaged. The data for the male sex exists in all humans. A male can be made from a female.

Bezelbub

Phenomenal. Adam created from Eve’s rib.

Ruth

The mutant sex lurks in all of us!

Bezelbub

What about nesting?

Ruth

Nesting?

Bezelbub

The female conspiracy.

Ruth

Freaky cracker!

Bezelbub

In most species the female does most of the child rearing. Therefor the female code or DNA is more vulnerable. For this reason the female designs a series of obstacles for the men to perform so that the male will not betray the female and perform copulation with another female.

Ruth

That makes sense.

Bezelbub

If the male betrays the female then his odds improve in the spread of his genetic code, likewise the female’s code has a lesser chance of survival. This is why sexual responsibility is so serious and why some female birds have men build nests.

Ruth

Nesting!

Bezelbub

Exactly! If the male is occupied with nest building then he is less likely to cheat on the female. The male will be forced to build a nest for each female. This is why in our society it is customary for the male to work and provide… the human equivalent of nest building.

Ruth

I don’t want your nest.

Bezelbub

But, you want somebody else’s.

Ruth

I will build my own nest.

Bezelbub

I’m going to make sure you can’t. That’s the killer for men. If women can provide the nest then men are useless…. Therefor obsolete! If men are obsolete… they will soon go extinct. I am going to insure that women do not enter the workforce and are incapable of building a nest on their own.

Ruth

So then it’s war! Us against you.

Bezelbub

I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Ruth

When will it end? You can’t win!

Bezelbub

I’m doing my best to not win or lose. Henry Kissinger said that no one will win the war of the sexes because there simply is too much fraternizing with the enemy. The struggle must continue. Let’s suppose you were pregnant.

Ruth

With who’s baby? Not a chance if you think it would be yours.

Bezelbub

Let’s suppose you were pregnant with a child.

Ruth

The hell you say.

Bezelbub

Exactly. Let us suppose you had knowledge that your child would be like an Antichrist.

Ruth

The Antichrist?

Bezelbub

heh heh… whatever you wanna call it.
The one who will bring on the final battle.

Ruth

I would have an abortion

Bezelbub

I should have guessed. You wouldn’t have any reservations?

Ruth

None whatsoever. Why are you inquiring?

Bezelbub

Just wondering.

(script continues with realization that Ruth and Bezelbub are the same person. A schizophrenic.)


The Last Temptation of Ruth

December 27, 2009

A play in one act
Written for the stage by

N()AH
DAVID
SIMON

Unemployment now leads to
the Death of the Dead.
Death becomes wrong.
The dead have no right.
No longer does death order,
The sacrifice of ones function.
The permanently unemployed are dead.
The order of the male will die.
An Androgynous world is a mass murder
with true equality.
Gender becomes unemployed.
———————————–
Ruth walks down an urban upper middle class street. It is cloudy and there is a slight breeze. It is the middle of winter and the weather has warmed for a frivolous calm. Bezelbub walks down the street.

(Bezelbub smiles to HIMSELF.)

Bezelbub

Ruth

Ruth

How did you know my name?

Bezelbub

If I want to know your name, then I know your name.

Ruth

(SHAKING HER HEAD IN THE NO POSITION.)

uh-uh

(SHAKES HER HEAD LEFT TO RIGHT AGAIN)

uh no, I think not Rumplestilskin.

Bezelbub

You don’t know what you want.

Ruth

I don’t want you.

Bezelbub

You already have me.

Ruth

I have pain. That is true.

Bezelbub

We have each other.

Ruth

You don’t have me. Nobody has me.

Bezelbub

I get what I want. I have complete control.

Ruth

You don’t have control over anything, not even control over your self.

Bezelbub

I will control.

Ruth

Your control?

Bezelbub

see this dollar?

Ruth

mmm-hmmm

Bezelbub

I will put this dollar on the ground. Like this.

Ruth

(cynically)

a magic trick.

Bezelbub

Nobody likes a skeptic

Ruth

do your trick.

Bezelbub

I am going to make the dollar move without touching it.

Ruth

I see

Bezelbub

Are you Ready?

Ruth

Yes, go ahead

Bezelbub

Make sure you are watching carefully.

Ruth

I’m watching. I’m watching.

(They both stare at the DOLLAR for 15 seconds. Nothing happens)

Ruth

Nothing happened.

(Bezelbub Smiles)

Ruth

Nothing happened. Nothing at all.

(RUTH GOES TO PICK UP THE DOLLAR. SHE PUTS THE DOLLAR IN HER POCKET)

Ruth

Thanks for the dollar!

Bezelbub

You see, it moved.

(Bezelbub SMILES)

Bezelbub

I did tell you. I control everything.

Ruth

You didn’t make it move. I moved it.

Bezelbub

I made you move it.

Ruth

no

Bezelbub

I just did. I control you and I can oppress you..

Ruth

How can you oppress me?

Bezelbub

If it isn’t me, then it is somebody else. Wherever you go. You will be oppressed. There is no escape. It is only through me that you can find freedom.

Ruth

Oh really. How do you offer freedom?

Bezelbub

I offer what some might call love. I offer understanding. I offer a mutual relationship of cooperation. I offer pleasure.

Ruth

Now the devil offers love!

Bezelbub

Love?

Another Abstract manifestation,

Ruth

who is the skeptic now?

Bezelbub

Water that is too pure

has no fish. You abuse the word love, so I don’t believe in it.

Ruth

You’re not evil. You’re ignorant.

Bezelbub

I offer pleasure. I offer freedom. I offer you the ability to do what you want.

Ruth

You offer stupidity.

Bezelbub

I offer the ability to escape from the burdens of society and live for you. I offer autonomy. I can do anything I want and so could you if you cooperate.

Ruth

are you threatening me? I don’t have to listen to this. Why should I trust you. Maybe you’re just getting off. Is that what your doing? You’re crossing the line.

Bezelbub

I’m telling you that I could. I didn’t say I would!

Ruth

Would what?

Bezelbub

Anything I want

Ruth

You can’t always get what you want. You might find that your actions have consequence.

Bezelbub

I decide my own consequence.

Some struggle with a way.

Some struggle with no way.

Ruth

You must have had a healthy normal family life.

Bezelbub

If you’re so afraid of me then why are you talking to me?

(Pause)

Bezelbub

Well?

Ruth

I’m trying to be polite. People are watching and I don’t want you to make a scene.

Bezelbub

Why are woman always doing what is socially sanctioned? All a woman desires is sensitivity from others, they don’t need a man to make them happy.

Ruth

You don’t really think that, do you? I know plenty of women who like sex with men.

Bezelbub

For women, sex is like cigarettes, coffee, or alcohol. They develop a taste for it and then they become addicted.

Ruth

I’ve had sex with men.

Bezelbub

I don’t doubt you. The women I know don’t even seem to get aroused by men until after their first experience. Once a woman has a heterosexual moment then a woman might develop a taste for it.

Ruth

Sex is a scary.

Bezelbub

It’s not quite as scary for men. Most women have to be talked into sex their first time. You know what the world would be like without men? A bunch of obese and content butch lesbians.

Ruth

Woman have more at stake then men. It’s not that they can’t enjoy sex, it’s simply that they are given a huge neurosis about it because they are the ones that could be pregnant.

Bezelbub

Rarely do women contemplate copulation without the children factor, because they have more at risk in pregnancy. Nine months of work is a bigger investment then a quick ejaculation.

Ruth

Is that fair?

Bezelbub

Life isn’t fair for men either. People choose sexual partners based on their populaces social pressures and their own sexual cravings, but usually only women fear the direct biological result.

Ruth

Maybe it is time for men to start worrying.

Bezelbub

Oh, men are worried now. Believe me it is nothing to wish for. Sex is dangerous for us all now, but mostly women fear sexual anarchy because it would allow every one to be unmonogamous.

Ruth

Monogamy protects women from being cheated. It protects men too.

Bezelbub

Yes, men can lose. But, like you said, men can’t become pregnant. You resent the fact that Bill Clinton cheated on Hillary, because it sets a precedent of sex without responsibility for men.

Ruth

I’m sorry, but sex without responsibility is not a good thing.

Bezelbub

You would think advances in birth control would make that phobia goes away. Men have to go out and earn a living while many women sit home and contemplate their newfound choices. Do you still think all men are given unlimited freedoms?

Ruth

but, your saying women are more likely to be gay by nature? A huge generalization!

Bezelbub

Your consider yourself gay, right?

Ruth

You’re crossing the line.

Bezelbub

A good generalization usually has exquisite truths in it that are correct more times then not. Reality itself exists only through generalization. To understand our existence and to operate in it we must generalize. I have generalized… but truth itself is a generalization.

Ruth

Your generalizations are in the mold of an eighteenth century sexist.

Bezelbub

So now I am in the eighteenth century? Is there an exquisite difference between the eighteenth century and now? Certainly women haven’t changed! Women are comprised of the same flesh today as they were yesterday. What has changed?

Ruth

Our roles have changed. Our perceptions of each other based on what is between our legs are different.

Bezelbub

Nothing has changed. The benefits and expenses of gender roles are still here and they are not going away.

Ruth

That’s because of you.

Bezelbub

No, it is because of you. Women tend desire for some kind of moral system, to control. You secretly desire a feminist hierarchy, like an intimidating boyfriend. Something to tell us what to do.

Ruth

I don’t want anyone to tell me what to do.

Bezelbub

Of course not. You want to control the boyfriend. Since you can’t completely control a man you are replacing him with political correctness. speaking of that oppressive boyfriend. Rape: Isn’t it odd how some woman enjoy the feeling of being victims. The ecstasy of being aware that a man was so needful that he broke his own morals. I have no moral values. You can’t break me.

Ruth

That is your mistake. You think we want to be controlled.

Bezelbub

Passive men are seen as weak to the opposite sex and therefor not worthy of copulation and progeny. I am not passive. For women one’s mate is seen as a gamble. A man who is strong enough to perform a violent sexual act is arousing for a woman because it proves a man’s autonomy from other males. Then that man becomes a commodity.

Ruth

Men generally are given the freedom to rape the world. They habitually use a strategy of control to fill their desires. Men rarely attempt submission as a way of also filling desires. They rarely think, if I were to contribute and take part then I might fill the minimal desires I need.

Bezelbub

Who do you think the men were pillaging the world for? Carnal pleasure. If they could of had it at home they wouldn’t of left their house. The eighteenth century wasn’t a utopia for men.

Ruth

The men back then had it better then the women.

Bezelbub

You’re deluded. maybe the sexism was installed into the workforce by men was created as a defense for a civilization struggling to escape from the brunt of responsibility forced on men by women.

Ruth

Some how I doubt that.

Bezelbub

Your welcome to doubt, but think about this. Boys are generally competitive, individualistic and yet highly efficient and will embark well into any interaction with the goal of personal benefit. If you allow personal benefit then the boys will be tolerable.

Ruth

Why should we fashion the world for a mutant male sex? Just because you guys can’t get along doesn’t mean the rest of us can’t. I say ignore the little boys and their little squabbles. The rest of us can get a long fine without you.

Bezelbub

You might just get what you are asking for. Modern birthing techniques allow women to have children without fertilization, therefor no men involved… meanwhile men can’t have children without the women’s ovary.

Ruth

That’s good to know!

Bezelbub

The sheep that they cloned genetically?… that was done with a blank ovary without male fertilization and a womb was still needed. The male sex is now completely obsolete!

Ruth

Well, you guys did it to yourself. Halaluya

Bezelbub

On the biological level men have always been at a position of vulnerability even with their general superior physical ability.

Ruth

oh I see, is that how western man raped billions of aborigine peoples.

Bezelbub

It always took only one man to fertilize millions of women. Today, one could create a society of almost all women, who would also be the workers. The male would be used only for fertilization and you would need only one male to do this. You could slaughter all the excess men.

Ruth

There is an idea.

Bezelbub

The amount of production a man could do in the majority of industries could easily be substituted with a women. Beyond the biological reproductive factor, no good comes from an aggressive gender in the mechanistic workings of a healthy society. If women had truly wanted to improve the efficiency, it would be the end of man. It is no wonder that man has instituted sexism into society. Sexism is man’s only defense against anialization.

Ruth

That was a twist that I wasn’t expecting. Men oppress because they have to?

Bezelbub

If you look historically at men who instituted genetic cleansing, you will find they all treated the women around them well. Hitler was great to all the women who were around him.

Ruth

What about all the non-Aryan women Hitler killed?

Bezelbub

In Hitler’s logic it is necessary to purify race. If you take Hitler’s philosophy a step further then you get a very militant feminist doctrine. The final purification based on scientific reduction is the death of the mutant and randomizing genes that comes from both Aryan and non-Aryan men.

Ruth

So Hitler would kill himself. Hurrah!

Bezelbub

Or he would attempt to get a sex change.

Maybe that is why we can’t find him today!

Ruth

Hitler as a woman. I think I’m going to barf.

Bezelbub

It’s possible.

Ruth

The mustache would have to go.

Bezelbub

There is nothing more dangerous to men then a man that listens to women. The pussy-whipped man is a man who installs fear into the mutants. The emancipation of womankind is freedom and that freedom from male oppression can only happen with the death of the mutant sex.. Women simply don’t need men…

Ruth

How true.

Bezelbub

The supposed emotional and spiritual companionship that men could offer women can be substituted with another woman.

Ruth

You think you are righteous in your contrary to the mainstream divergence, but yet you are consistent in doctrine with Judeo-Christianity in that you see salvation through men.

Bezelbub

I don’t appreciate the comparison. What is salvation when you have eternity? I do not see salvation through men. I see a continuance of the status quo in men.

Ruth

An unconventional neo-conservative.

Bezelbub

A label I can live with. The destruction of this planet and its natural system would be a paradox certainly in the concept of messianic deliverance, as would the extinction of the male sex. The death of mankind would destroy the Judaic concept of g-d and the devil.

Ruth

The bible describes true evil as always male like the force of good itself. The polarities of forces are always male. This is a mistake, but so is what you are saying. Instead of coming to the conclusion that gender identification is a complete sham, you have substituted women for the devil and left the benevolent father figure consistent with monotheism.

Bezelbub

Ha!, no woman has the balls to be the devil. This is no longer about what is righteous. This is about survival. If you see that as righteousness then that is your viewpoint. I see little benevolent in man… I’m man’s biggest supporter! I prefer the so-called chosen evil of men to the ways of irresolute women like you.

Ruth

If there was a devil do you think g-d would send him a card during the holiday?

Bezelbub

No.

Ruth

Do you think g-d says, “Hey, Lucifer how are things?” and Lucifer might say, “Not bad. A little hot down here in hell, but that’s the breaks of being damned. How are things in heaven?”

Bezelbub

That jerk!

Ruth

g-d is always a haughty guy who wouldn’t give Lucifer the time of day. Talk about an unforgiving father figure.

Bezelbub

Amen!

Ruth

Monotheism misleads us into a corner. To hell with the conviction that the realm of g-d is infinitely large by disregarding the diminutive truths.

Bezelbub

There is no one truth.

Ruth

I have my truth. The eternal trick of Western thought is that the knowledge has been coded with masculinity permanently for all eternity.

Bezelbub

Testify.

Ruth

The ultimate trick that Nietsche would understand, as the catch-22 of organized religion.

Bezelbub

Amen.

Ruth

Judaism began the misdeed by manifesting a fixed book. The Jewish commentary was continually building and changing, but the root core of the system was static.

Bezelbub

Amen.

Ruth

Christianity zealously followed this archetype, but it was Judaism that laid the fixed masculine groundwork for Civilization and it’s Discontents.

Bezelbub

Then we partially agree.

Ruth

Do we really? You fear that if mankind is destroyed, and woman triumphs, that evil will go out of business?

Bezelbub

Let’s hope not.

Ruth

You have nothing to fear. Even after the “Y” chromosome is erased from the flesh of the universe, the code can be salvaged. The data for the male sex exists in all humans. A male can be made from a female.

Bezelbub

Phenomenal. Adam created from Eve’s rib.

Ruth

The mutant sex lurks in all of us!

Bezelbub

What about nesting?

Ruth

Nesting?

Bezelbub

The female conspiracy.

Ruth

Freaky cracker!

Bezelbub

In most species the female does most of the child rearing. Therefor the female code or DNA is more vulnerable. For this reason the female designs a series of obstacles for the men to perform so that the male will not betray the female and perform copulation with another female.

Ruth

That makes sense.

Bezelbub

If the male betrays the female then his odds improve in the spread of his genetic code, likewise the female’s code has a lesser chance of survival. This is why sexual responsibility is so serious and why some female birds have men build nests.

Ruth

Nesting!

Bezelbub

Exactly! If the male is occupied with nest building then he is less likely to cheat on the female. The male will be forced to build a nest for each female. This is why in our society it is customary for the male to work and provide… the human equivalent of nest building.

Ruth

I don’t want your nest.

Bezelbub

But, you want somebody else’s.

Ruth

I will build my own nest.

Bezelbub

I’m going to make sure you can’t. That’s the killer for men. If women can provide the nest then men are useless…. Therefor obsolete! If men are obsolete… they will soon go extinct. I am going to insure that women do not enter the workforce and are incapable of building a nest on their own.

Ruth

So then it’s war! Us against you.

Bezelbub

I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Ruth

When will it end? You can’t win!

Bezelbub

I’m doing my best to not win or lose. Henry Kissinger said that no one will win the war of the sexes because there simply is too much fraternizing with the enemy. The struggle must continue. Let’s suppose you were pregnant.

Ruth

With who’s baby? Not a chance if you think it would be yours.

Bezelbub

Let’s suppose you were pregnant with a child.

Ruth

The hell you say.

Bezelbub

Exactly. Let us suppose you had knowledge that your child would be like an Antichrist.

Ruth

The Antichrist?

Bezelbub

heh heh… whatever you wanna call it.
The one who will bring on the final battle.

Ruth

I would have an abortion

Bezelbub

I should have guessed. You wouldn’t have any reservations?

Ruth

None whatsoever. Why are you inquiring?

Bezelbub

Just wondering.

(script continues with realization that Ruth and Bezelbub are the same person. A schizophrenic.)


Virtual Sexuality

March 2, 2009

Society simply can not address all the classifications of gender and sexuality. by simply identifying a character as straight or gay it limits the spectrum of psychological profiles. this is why our government should not create social contracts merely on who we like… but our civilization needs to create structures that reflect our architecture.

there is less an issue of gender orientation and more a dynamic of if a person is an objectifier or an objectified. is a person dominant or receiving. does a person get off on being shot at or not? being that this world is virtual… it doesn’t even work because it is a waste… it is a sacrifice… a martyrdom of time we all choose. we are all there to be submissive to the machine. in life there is an architecture to female submission in sexuality. babies can be made. If I agree to get shot at on xbox with labor and pain do I get the joy of creating other lives?

this assumes that it is just a game. I think politics, sex and religion have no place in the virtual world exactly because they do. it is an example of how transparency must be limited. we are all there to be submissive to the machine and therefor our hidden agendas might have symbolic implications that destroy the community. We are all in labor with each other for the system which is our child.

There is a sexual dynamic to virtual hunting and this is why it might be threatening to bring in identity into this. certainly the industry opened themselves up to something when they created Tomb Raider and Street Fighter. now the question is what does a gay character do to a game when the very game is a play at submission. I’m certain there are no coded answers to these questions. we invite sexuality into the sphere. the virtual vixens are in fact very “lesbian” esque… and of course they also create a male hetero fetish. They are muscular and they are aggressive… the industry created this out of it’s own desire to sell games. but in fact it is popular because it appeals to a desire for men to submit. to role play something that they can’t in life.

it is a matter of health to allow a certain level of libidinal desire that might be damaging to oneself. we as human beings might even be more healthy because we experiment with this other side. this duality. I’m not sure this should be coded as homosexual or transgender. if this element is dangerous to the game then it should not be an option.

the entire market for this is because the natural male instinct for hunting and fighting is taken away from society. people are repressed. if they invite the natural fetish into the sphere… then it is their fault. The irony of virtual combat is that it involves submission… and perhaps all combat is submissive to a larger machine. Is it no wonder that sexuality and the military must be so contained. A person who invites the system out of libidinal desire has no place because there is no boundary. Certainly a great fighter might enjoy it, but how dangerous to have such a zealous warrior. These desires need to be contained and yet allowed in it’s place.

shape up! you obviously like being a pessimist. you are again fixating on the negative because you have found it to be a way to get interaction. you are doing it right now. I have the tiniest violin in the world playing virtually in your sphincter. go do something nice for your boyfriend and stop being so selfish.

save the starving anarexics in Beverly Hills!

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Virtual Sexuality

March 2, 2009

Society simply can not address all the classifications of gender and sexuality. by simply identifying a character as straight or gay it limits the spectrum of psychological profiles. this is why our government should not create social contracts merely on who we like… but our civilization needs to create structures that reflect our architecture.

there is less an issue of gender orientation and more a dynamic of if a person is an objectifier or an objectified. is a person dominant or receiving. does a person get off on being shot at or not? being that this world is virtual… it doesn’t even work because it is a waste… it is a sacrifice… a martyrdom of time we all choose. we are all there to be submissive to the machine. in life there is an architecture to female submission in sexuality. babies can be made. If I agree to get shot at on xbox with labor and pain do I get the joy of creating other lives?

this assumes that it is just a game. I think politics, sex and religion have no place in the virtual world exactly because they do. it is an example of how transparency must be limited. we are all there to be submissive to the machine and therefor our hidden agendas might have symbolic implications that destroy the community. We are all in labor with each other for the system which is our child.

There is a sexual dynamic to virtual hunting and this is why it might be threatening to bring in identity into this. certainly the industry opened themselves up to something when they created Tomb Raider and Street Fighter. now the question is what does a gay character do to a game when the very game is a play at submission. I’m certain there are no coded answers to these questions. we invite sexuality into the sphere. the virtual vixens are in fact very “lesbian” esque… and of course they also create a male hetero fetish. They are muscular and they are aggressive… the industry created this out of it’s own desire to sell games. but in fact it is popular because it appeals to a desire for men to submit. to role play something that they can’t in life.

it is a matter of health to allow a certain level of libidinal desire that might be damaging to oneself. we as human beings might even be more healthy because we experiment with this other side. this duality. I’m not sure this should be coded as homosexual or transgender. if this element is dangerous to the game then it should not be an option.

the entire market for this is because the natural male instinct for hunting and fighting is taken away from society. people are repressed. if they invite the natural fetish into the sphere… then it is their fault. The irony of virtual combat is that it involves submission… and perhaps all combat is submissive to a larger machine. Is it no wonder that sexuality and the military must be so contained. A person who invites the system out of libidinal desire has no place because there is no boundary. Certainly a great fighter might enjoy it, but how dangerous to have such a zealous warrior. These desires need to be contained and yet allowed in it’s place.

shape up! you obviously like being a pessimist. you are again fixating on the negative because you have found it to be a way to get interaction. you are doing it right now. I have the tiniest violin in the world playing virtually in your sphincter. go do something nice for your boyfriend and stop being so selfish.

save the starving anarexics in Beverly Hills!

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Answered by SimonStudio on March 16, 2009

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Interest…. what does this mean?

June 23, 2007




Study finds guys not so naughty, gals not so noble

By BILL HENDRICK
The Atlanta Journal-Constitution
Published on: 06/20/07

When men look at pictures of women in the buff, where are their eyes likely to go first?

In a new study, using eye-tracking gizmos, where guys looked first on a naked woman defied stereotype.

Men are more likely to look at a female’s face before gazing at other body parts, according to a new study by researchers at Emory University.

And when men and women look at pictures of heterosexual sex, women look longer at the photos than men do, according to the study published in the journal Hormones and Behavior.

Both findings may run contrary to what most people think, but they shed light on sexual attitudes that really aren’t all that mysterious when considered in a scientific light, said psychologist Kim Wallen of Emory.

Wallen and his former graduate student, Heather Rupp, showed still photos of couples having sex to 30 women and 15 men between the ages of 23 and 28. Each was rigged up with a high-tech eye-tracking gizmo to measure where his or her gaze went first, and how long it stayed there.

While men went straight to the face and lingered awhile, most of the women were more interested in what was going on in the pictures — the sexual activity.

Not surprisingly, Wallen said, women on hormone-filled birth control pills were interested in the overall view of the photos and “background” items like jewelry. But women not on the pill were more interested in areas of both men and women normally covered by clothing.

Rupp, who’s now at Indiana University’s Kinsey Institute for Research in Sex, Gender and Reproduction, said the “eye-tracking data suggested that what women paid most attention to was dependent on their hormonal state.”

The scientists traced the findings to a brain region called the amygdala, which processes emotional information and excitement.

In an earlier brain-scanning study, Wallen found more activation in the amygdala of men than women in response to sexual stimuli. But the cause of the increased activity was unclear, and Wallen and Rupp’s latest study suggests higher amygdala activation in men may be related to their increased attention to faces.

They’ve also concluded there are biological and evolutionary reasons for what they found.

Women can tell by looking at naked men whether the guys are in the mood, Wallen said, but women’s bodies don’t reveal much.

Which is why men home in on their faces.

“It’s cryptic, but facial expression is one way of showing an indication of interest in and enjoyment of sex,” Wallen said.


Women drawn to men with muscles

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon Is running from Leftist Guerillas
Date: Jun 30, 2007 11:55 PM

did you miss me today?

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 1, 2007 12:35 PM

Of course I did, darling, I’ve just been busy this weekend.

What are your plans for the rest of this beautiful Sunday afternoon??

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 1, 2007 6:54 PM

maybe do a drawing of you?

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 2, 2007 12:11 PM

That would be incredible. So what are your plans for this wonderful fourth of July?

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 2, 2007 2:28 PM

I’ll get you to sit on my face for the 4th

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 2, 2007 2:42 PM

Wow, that’s really beautiful!!

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 2, 2007 5:51 PM

just an abstract…. only 4 hours of work

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 3, 2007 11:39 AM

I love it.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 3, 2007 11:58 AM

thankyou…. would love to work on one with you nude 🙂

From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 3, 2007 12:10 PM

Lol, maybe someday.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 3, 2007 5:49 PM

I sure hope so…
you can be coy if you take your clothes off…..
oh hell… you can be a damn communist with your clothes off.

—————– Original Message —————–

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 4, 2007 12:42 PM

Another great part about my Russian heritage. Communism comes naturally. ;))

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 4, 2007 8:18 PM

I see the russian. That must of been what caught me. My mother’s family are Lithuanian Jews. My mother had similar facial resemblance when younger… (not exactly) mind you…. there is still the Jewish element kind of Regina Spector like face… but I see why you moved me.

I worked on July 4th…. some more…. look below

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 6, 2007 10:02 AM

That’s amazing. Mind you, though… I’m half russian, half native american.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 6, 2007 9:09 PM

the mother of my child is half cherokee half german scott irish something white…. yup…. on the looks side your a genetic match for me…… too bad your not Jewish… we can work on that part. In fact I have this amazing ability to put a little Jewish in you. 🙂

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 7, 2007 1:17 PM

Lol, Oh, I’ve never heard THAt one before. 🙂

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 7, 2007 4:39 PM

Being “Coy” again “Curious”… but that just makes you all the more sexy. I suppose it is the danger. Call me self hating “Trotsky”: the moment I saw your face I was ready to give all my possessions to the state. I would so be a socialist if I knew my only possession was between your thighs. I would be quite jealous if I had to share it with the party however.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 8, 2007 11:10 AM

Lol, you have a very interesting train of thought here.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 8, 2007 1:21 PM

I’m not an atheist… but here are some fun quotes I read today:

Martyrdom is the only way a man can become famous without ability.
Arthur Schopenhauer

Behind all their personal vanity, women themselves always have an impersonal contempt for woman.
Friedrich Nietzsche

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 9, 2007 1:42 PM

HA! I truly have to agree!

Thanks for that little kernel of wisdom, love.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 9, 2007 1:58 PM

Shows we don’t have to agree to see wisdom in a philosophy… I find myself quoting Jesus all the time.
this one

Behind all their personal vanity, women themselves always have an impersonal contempt for woman.
Friedrich Nietzsche
is especially tantalizing… when you have a girlfriend and mother @ war with each other.
If you think I’m thickheaded…. you should see old ma.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 9, 2007 2:04 PM

Lol, trust me, I have one, too. And an in law. :((

—————– Original Message —————–
From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 10, 2007 11:18 AM

I never got a reply after I spilled my guts. Well it is more complicated then just some Bisexual I’m with. Please don’t judge. Her ambivalence stems from the fact that she does love me and is attracted to me, but some where deep inside is some racism coming from her father who would never accept me. Your talking about civil war people. Oakies and upstate New York People…. the grandmother lives in Texas… is a Repubican in Houston and voted for Nixon. Their biggest fear is the family fortune ending in Jewish hands. They were delighted to have my darling son for a grandson… He looks like a white boy with blue eyes…. but they try to keep me from him. They think I will corrupt him with my radical anti-christian ideas. Sara and I slugged it off on our own… barely getting by for five and a half years. Neither my parents or her’s approved of the relationship. She was not always loyal to me though… and I was stupid and thought having the child would make her love me the way I loved her… It did not. In fact I could not afford to pay the hospital bill for the pregnancy. I couldn’t even afford the abortion the first time it happened.
So yeah… I’m like a piece of shit to the world. The sister of Sara… the Rich Lesbian I referred to: her name is “Laura”. Laura doesn’t call me by my real name. She calls me “the sperm doner”. She is married to a columbian guy in New York who sleeps around with young girls like the mayor of Los Angeles. She keeps him around like a dog on a leash. To ammuse herself and because she lives in Inwood and needs a man to scare off other men from the Lesbians going in and out her house. She makes about 100,000 a year, but has recently got cancer of the thyroid. She is a very bitter women…but she has money and seems to love being with Maxx. I get along with Sara’s straight sister “Liz” and of course the Autistic brother. Now that I am unemployed I am like a piece of shit.

I would not be in the unemployment situation I am now if my girl had a little trust in me. I helped throw a huge fashion party in NYC last year and I knew some of the biggest names…. all I had to do was look good… so I brought my girl (why not we have a child together) ….well she got drunk and humiliated me in front of some of the most important people in the world because she thought I was hitting on all the fashion models (I wasn’t, it was networking)…. it is a problem. I love my girl… but she holds me back because she doesn’t honestly believe that I love her I guess. Her sister and her hate men… and they don’t trust. They have been great with my son… he stays at her parents house, but if I had been supported by her at that party last year… I would be employed now. She wants me to be a working man like her father is, but I am a very talented artist and I can not help what I am. I still love her… but she has not been supportive. When people see a man whose woman doesn’t think highly of him…. well it effects the ability of a man to market himself. All successful men have a powerful woman behind them propping them up…. My girl just wants to be mommy… and sees me as a financial failure. But it doesn’t have to be that way. She made it that way. Art is Politics. She doesn’t think I will stay loyal after I make it. Sara’s mother’s first husband had all these affairs before he died of a brain tumor. He was a successful engineer and was able to provide for his family… but I believe his actions effected the way my girl perceives strong men. Sara’s father is a silent man who works hard labor with his hands. I can’t be like her father. …and I get the feeling that her father resents me… this is why we never married and yet have a 3 year old child.. who has been diagnosed autistic. Sara has taken great care of him though. they have him in a special school and he is getting better because he was diagnosed early.

I needed my girl’s support because she is from a christian background and I work in a gentile world. I am a Jew. and while the war was going on in Lebanon, there was a lot of Anti Semitism going on. Even though she is not religious her contribution would of mainstreamed me. My boss was Greek, and my coworker was a Drews from Lebanon and Palestine… and they became violently dangerous. I had worked with them for 5 years and had dealt with their racism before… I had always regarded them as being Socialist like Chavez and at the time my background made me appreciate and respect their sense of liberty…., but eventually the true hatred showed it’s true form. Little statements like Mel Gibson was only showing me what was true and things of this nature entered into the workspace. My girl could of stepped in and judged as a woman…. I’m sure you have seen where men fight and woman play judge. ….well that is about my story in a nutshell. Pretty hard to believe I worked in publishing.
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your married and bi? no wonder. that would not go over well. While it might make a lot of guys happy in theory… it doesn’t in reality. My girl is bi as well. But I think she really just is gay… she is still angry I knocked her up twice. Once she ran an aborted against my will… the second time… she kept it, but called the police on me in a post partum depression. Then fought a custody battle for a year with me before coming back for a year and a half. Is she really bi or not… I don’t know. She’s fucking insane! The best pussy I ever licked. great in bed… nurturing wonderful and fucking crazy. now they are saying my son is Autistic… He’s not. They are trying to get him in a special school so that he can get special attention. Sara’s family are masters at milking the state for money. If Maxx is Autistic… then so are you and me. He is just developing speach slowly because he has testicles… which is something that scares the hell out of feminists like my girl… but boys don’t speak like girls do. The paranoia comes from my girl’s brother really actually being Autistic… and the fact that one of my 12 cousins is autistic… but Maxx is not…. at any rate… before she left me again two months ago or so she said that she was bi…. what the fuck right? I think she would totally love to carpet munch with a rich woman who would support her. Her sister is a Lesbian… but I think that would gross her out. OH and her sister HATES me…. (typical typical) …but her sister is rich as shit… and I think is conspiring to adopt my son and be the primary care taker. the whole thing is so fucked up. If you think I would ever vote Clinton for president… you got another thing coming. I would rather chop my dick off. Well in a week or so she says I can visit her and Maxx… so I guess I might get laid and stop being so ichy horny towards you. Still I can’t help but laugh at the idea of you coming to NY and putting the moves on her… and seeing what the fuck is really going through her manipulative little mind.

—————– Original Message —————–
From: (uRi0u$
RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: did you miss me today?

I think I get your reaction to my coyness, now. You certainly are a strong soul, and I wish you the best in your endeavors. You’re a very heartfelt person, I admire that.

Does one look for background “Nature” or “Nurture”? The majority of the “Feminist Left” defines sexual identities “Male” or “Female” as a matter of “Nurture”. In this same respect the majority of the “Religious Right” defines a “Gay” person as being “Gay” through “Nurture” as well. How can two divergent and often-conflicting worldviews have the same perspective?


I’m not married, but I am together with the mother of my child (Sara). We intend to get married soon, but our survival and lives take priority and the care of our son is more important to Sara then marrying me. In the past my liberal background and upbringing led me to question the benefits of marriage. I certainly regret that attitude. There were deep-seated resentments that I carried towards the hostile attitudes of the female sex in the 90’s that led me to believe that I was being objectified as a financial tool and not loved in marriage. Looking back on it the attitude of most women was destructive and I hope things improve. I am saddened that my son has reaped the injustice of the sexual revolution.

No silly fundamentalist person: I don’t think all women are whores and bitches. Just an awful lot of them in comparison to the positive relative experience I had with people from my own sex. (no that doesn’t make me GAY!… and no I don’t have a problem with anybody being GAY…. and no that doesn’t mean I have never had a gay thought or experience… and no I don’t want to have anal sex with anyone… and yes I have been in a gay bar… and no that doesn’t make me gay either… no I don’t think people should be able to marry other species. Dogs and Cats don’t pay taxes and have to pay for lousy public schools that they have to send their offspring to. Does anybody get what I am trying to say here?)


this might sound strange…, but I used to have a thing for “Vicky the Robot”.

1986-1987 was the year I watched the most television… it also the year I got overweight from eating too many Doritos… but that is another story…. anyway, I was in seventh grade and was fat and considered one of the bigger nerds in my junior highschool… and my only outlet at the time was this show that I related to because the kid in the show was about my age and was fat like I was… and I thought to myself… well if this kid can tell a hot robot like “Vicky” what to do… then there is a chance for me in life… I know it sounds pathetic… but it is true. Oh drat she is a Lesbian now…. well I guess there is always my imagination…. Vicky, the muffdiving robot… heh heh


you have now been officially sexually harassed!
Tell your pussy whipped boyfriend or husband… to back off….

and take Pelosi with you to Syria.
The Great thing about the internet… is Bitch.,.. you can’t stop me!

Donna Hanover and Rudy Giuliani
can kiss my honest ass as well… oh the marriage didn’t work? I wonder why?

THERE ARE SO MANY ANNOYING FUNDAMENTALIST PEOPLE OUT THERE… everyone is trying to point to some kind of objectivity that is not written in words or text… but is there beyond human writing and logic…. but some how it all gets back to the issue of power and sex……………………….


Under different circumstances, the same chimpanzee may use the same gesture to 
try to coax a female chimpanzee to have sex. And the same gesture may be used after two males fight as a signal of reconciliation.

Also I read (but don’t agree with Richard Dawkins completely)

…but he said something interesting about primates and sexuality… I think it was Orangatangs who have group sex regularly… To see group sex… I recommend if you have never seen it before… Consider it research…
Oh and Gorilla apparently have alpha males that chase off the weaker males and control harems of women…

Apparently we are closest in relation to these animals…
So that guy that used to beat me up in highschool and Bill Clinton… well he’s a gorilla,,,

I do not condone non monogomous sex…


Samantha Blum
10:47pm July 18th
I know Ben Chase!

p.s sucking up to me for my connections wion’t work. Unless you want me to hook you up with Gloria down the road. She has some cats you can market too.

Noah David Simon
10:52pm July 18th
I would so love to shag Gloria Steinem. Old or not.
By the way… I already poked her. she didn’t respond.

Samantha Blum
11:13pm July 18th
shes quite a hottie…i agree.

Noah David Simon
11:19pm July 18th
have you ever seen the playboys? she was the best one ever!

Noah David Simon
11:30pm July 18th
I looked on the internet to show it to you… looks like the feminists got it pulled off. I used to have the damn issue. It’s rare… she was incredible.

Samantha Blum
6:43pm July 19th
really? That’s why I love Gloria Steinem. Sex posityive femism rock my socks.

Noah David Simon
6:45pm July 19th
she is not sex positive… she is sex bound….

hugh hefner is sex positive.


Freddy, as a younger man, I was a sculptor, a painter, and a musician. There was just one problem: I wasn’t very good. As a matter of fact, I was dreadful. I finally came to the frustrating conclusion that I had taste and style, but not talent. I knew my limitations. We all have our limitations, Freddy. Fortunately, I discovered that taste and style were commodities that people desired. Freddy, what I am saying is: know your limitations. You are a moron.

Noah David Simon
6:47pm July 19th
an “ism” is an “ism” is an “ism”
…and I ain’t going to worship no chick.

Samantha Blum
6:48pm July 19th
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sex-positive_feminism

its an actual branch of feminism.

Noah David Simon
6:51pm July 19th
not interested in theory when I have a lifetime of experience dealing with feminism. The end result is Bill Clinton and Paris Hilton.

GIRL POWER! <—-sarcasm


Interest…. what does this mean?

June 23, 2007




Study finds guys not so naughty, gals not so noble

By BILL HENDRICK
The Atlanta Journal-Constitution
Published on: 06/20/07

When men look at pictures of women in the buff, where are their eyes likely to go first?

In a new study, using eye-tracking gizmos, where guys looked first on a naked woman defied stereotype.

Men are more likely to look at a female’s face before gazing at other body parts, according to a new study by researchers at Emory University.

And when men and women look at pictures of heterosexual sex, women look longer at the photos than men do, according to the study published in the journal Hormones and Behavior.

Both findings may run contrary to what most people think, but they shed light on sexual attitudes that really aren’t all that mysterious when considered in a scientific light, said psychologist Kim Wallen of Emory.

Wallen and his former graduate student, Heather Rupp, showed still photos of couples having sex to 30 women and 15 men between the ages of 23 and 28. Each was rigged up with a high-tech eye-tracking gizmo to measure where his or her gaze went first, and how long it stayed there.

While men went straight to the face and lingered awhile, most of the women were more interested in what was going on in the pictures — the sexual activity.

Not surprisingly, Wallen said, women on hormone-filled birth control pills were interested in the overall view of the photos and “background” items like jewelry. But women not on the pill were more interested in areas of both men and women normally covered by clothing.

Rupp, who’s now at Indiana University’s Kinsey Institute for Research in Sex, Gender and Reproduction, said the “eye-tracking data suggested that what women paid most attention to was dependent on their hormonal state.”

The scientists traced the findings to a brain region called the amygdala, which processes emotional information and excitement.

In an earlier brain-scanning study, Wallen found more activation in the amygdala of men than women in response to sexual stimuli. But the cause of the increased activity was unclear, and Wallen and Rupp’s latest study suggests higher amygdala activation in men may be related to their increased attention to faces.

They’ve also concluded there are biological and evolutionary reasons for what they found.

Women can tell by looking at naked men whether the guys are in the mood, Wallen said, but women’s bodies don’t reveal much.

Which is why men home in on their faces.

“It’s cryptic, but facial expression is one way of showing an indication of interest in and enjoyment of sex,” Wallen said.


Women drawn to men with muscles

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From: Noah David Simon Is running from Leftist Guerillas
Date: Jun 30, 2007 11:55 PM

did you miss me today?

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 1, 2007 12:35 PM

Of course I did, darling, I’ve just been busy this weekend.

What are your plans for the rest of this beautiful Sunday afternoon??

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 1, 2007 6:54 PM

maybe do a drawing of you?

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 2, 2007 12:11 PM

That would be incredible. So what are your plans for this wonderful fourth of July?

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 2, 2007 2:28 PM

I’ll get you to sit on my face for the 4th

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 2, 2007 2:42 PM

Wow, that’s really beautiful!!

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 2, 2007 5:51 PM

just an abstract…. only 4 hours of work

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 3, 2007 11:39 AM

I love it.

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 3, 2007 11:58 AM

thankyou…. would love to work on one with you nude 🙂

From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 3, 2007 12:10 PM

Lol, maybe someday.

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 3, 2007 5:49 PM

I sure hope so…
you can be coy if you take your clothes off…..
oh hell… you can be a damn communist with your clothes off.

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 4, 2007 12:42 PM

Another great part about my Russian heritage. Communism comes naturally. ;))

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 4, 2007 8:18 PM

I see the russian. That must of been what caught me. My mother’s family are Lithuanian Jews. My mother had similar facial resemblance when younger… (not exactly) mind you…. there is still the Jewish element kind of Regina Spector like face… but I see why you moved me.

I worked on July 4th…. some more…. look below

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 6, 2007 10:02 AM

That’s amazing. Mind you, though… I’m half russian, half native american.

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 6, 2007 9:09 PM

the mother of my child is half cherokee half german scott irish something white…. yup…. on the looks side your a genetic match for me…… too bad your not Jewish… we can work on that part. In fact I have this amazing ability to put a little Jewish in you. 🙂

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 7, 2007 1:17 PM

Lol, Oh, I’ve never heard THAt one before. 🙂

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 7, 2007 4:39 PM

Being “Coy” again “Curious”… but that just makes you all the more sexy. I suppose it is the danger. Call me self hating “Trotsky”: the moment I saw your face I was ready to give all my possessions to the state. I would so be a socialist if I knew my only possession was between your thighs. I would be quite jealous if I had to share it with the party however.

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 8, 2007 11:10 AM

Lol, you have a very interesting train of thought here.

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 8, 2007 1:21 PM

I’m not an atheist… but here are some fun quotes I read today:

Martyrdom is the only way a man can become famous without ability.
Arthur Schopenhauer

Behind all their personal vanity, women themselves always have an impersonal contempt for woman.
Friedrich Nietzsche

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 9, 2007 1:42 PM

HA! I truly have to agree!

Thanks for that little kernel of wisdom, love.

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 9, 2007 1:58 PM

Shows we don’t have to agree to see wisdom in a philosophy… I find myself quoting Jesus all the time.
this one

Behind all their personal vanity, women themselves always have an impersonal contempt for woman.
Friedrich Nietzsche
is especially tantalizing… when you have a girlfriend and mother @ war with each other.
If you think I’m thickheaded…. you should see old ma.

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From: (uRi0u$
Date: Jul 9, 2007 2:04 PM

Lol, trust me, I have one, too. And an in law. :((

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From: Noah David Simon
Date: Jul 10, 2007 11:18 AM

I never got a reply after I spilled my guts. Well it is more complicated then just some Bisexual I’m with. Please don’t judge. Her ambivalence stems from the fact that she does love me and is attracted to me, but some where deep inside is some racism coming from her father who would never accept me. Your talking about civil war people. Oakies and upstate New York People…. the grandmother lives in Texas… is a Repubican in Houston and voted for Nixon. Their biggest fear is the family fortune ending in Jewish hands. They were delighted to have my darling son for a grandson… He looks like a white boy with blue eyes…. but they try to keep me from him. They think I will corrupt him with my radical anti-christian ideas. Sara and I slugged it off on our own… barely getting by for five and a half years. Neither my parents or her’s approved of the relationship. She was not always loyal to me though… and I was stupid and thought having the child would make her love me the way I loved her… It did not. In fact I could not afford to pay the hospital bill for the pregnancy. I couldn’t even afford the abortion the first time it happened.
So yeah… I’m like a piece of shit to the world. The sister of Sara… the Rich Lesbian I referred to: her name is “Laura”. Laura doesn’t call me by my real name. She calls me “the sperm doner”. She is married to a columbian guy in New York who sleeps around with young girls like the mayor of Los Angeles. She keeps him around like a dog on a leash. To ammuse herself and because she lives in Inwood and needs a man to scare off other men from the Lesbians going in and out her house. She makes about 100,000 a year, but has recently got cancer of the thyroid. She is a very bitter women…but she has money and seems to love being with Maxx. I get along with Sara’s straight sister “Liz” and of course the Autistic brother. Now that I am unemployed I am like a piece of shit.

I would not be in the unemployment situation I am now if my girl had a little trust in me. I helped throw a huge fashion party in NYC last year and I knew some of the biggest names…. all I had to do was look good… so I brought my girl (why not we have a child together) ….well she got drunk and humiliated me in front of some of the most important people in the world because she thought I was hitting on all the fashion models (I wasn’t, it was networking)…. it is a problem. I love my girl… but she holds me back because she doesn’t honestly believe that I love her I guess. Her sister and her hate men… and they don’t trust. They have been great with my son… he stays at her parents house, but if I had been supported by her at that party last year… I would be employed now. She wants me to be a working man like her father is, but I am a very talented artist and I can not help what I am. I still love her… but she has not been supportive. When people see a man whose woman doesn’t think highly of him…. well it effects the ability of a man to market himself. All successful men have a powerful woman behind them propping them up…. My girl just wants to be mommy… and sees me as a financial failure. But it doesn’t have to be that way. She made it that way. Art is Politics. She doesn’t think I will stay loyal after I make it. Sara’s mother’s first husband had all these affairs before he died of a brain tumor. He was a successful engineer and was able to provide for his family… but I believe his actions effected the way my girl perceives strong men. Sara’s father is a silent man who works hard labor with his hands. I can’t be like her father. …and I get the feeling that her father resents me… this is why we never married and yet have a 3 year old child.. who has been diagnosed autistic. Sara has taken great care of him though. they have him in a special school and he is getting better because he was diagnosed early.

I needed my girl’s support because she is from a christian background and I work in a gentile world. I am a Jew. and while the war was going on in Lebanon, there was a lot of Anti Semitism going on. Even though she is not religious her contribution would of mainstreamed me. My boss was Greek, and my coworker was a Drews from Lebanon and Palestine… and they became violently dangerous. I had worked with them for 5 years and had dealt with their racism before… I had always regarded them as being Socialist like Chavez and at the time my background made me appreciate and respect their sense of liberty…., but eventually the true hatred showed it’s true form. Little statements like Mel Gibson was only showing me what was true and things of this nature entered into the workspace. My girl could of stepped in and judged as a woman…. I’m sure you have seen where men fight and woman play judge. ….well that is about my story in a nutshell. Pretty hard to believe I worked in publishing.
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your married and bi? no wonder. that would not go over well. While it might make a lot of guys happy in theory… it doesn’t in reality. My girl is bi as well. But I think she really just is gay… she is still angry I knocked her up twice. Once she ran an aborted against my will… the second time… she kept it, but called the police on me in a post partum depression. Then fought a custody battle for a year with me before coming back for a year and a half. Is she really bi or not… I don’t know. She’s fucking insane! The best pussy I ever licked. great in bed… nurturing wonderful and fucking crazy. now they are saying my son is Autistic… He’s not. They are trying to get him in a special school so that he can get special attention. Sara’s family are masters at milking the state for money. If Maxx is Autistic… then so are you and me. He is just developing speach slowly because he has testicles… which is something that scares the hell out of feminists like my girl… but boys don’t speak like girls do. The paranoia comes from my girl’s brother really actually being Autistic… and the fact that one of my 12 cousins is autistic… but Maxx is not…. at any rate… before she left me again two months ago or so she said that she was bi…. what the fuck right? I think she would totally love to carpet munch with a rich woman who would support her. Her sister is a Lesbian… but I think that would gross her out. OH and her sister HATES me…. (typical typical) …but her sister is rich as shit… and I think is conspiring to adopt my son and be the primary care taker. the whole thing is so fucked up. If you think I would ever vote Clinton for president… you got another thing coming. I would rather chop my dick off. Well in a week or so she says I can visit her and Maxx… so I guess I might get laid and stop being so ichy horny towards you. Still I can’t help but laugh at the idea of you coming to NY and putting the moves on her… and seeing what the fuck is really going through her manipulative little mind.

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From: (uRi0u$
RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: did you miss me today?

I think I get your reaction to my coyness, now. You certainly are a strong soul, and I wish you the best in your endeavors. You’re a very heartfelt person, I admire that.

Does one look for background “Nature” or “Nurture”? The majority of the “Feminist Left” defines sexual identities “Male” or “Female” as a matter of “Nurture”. In this same respect the majority of the “Religious Right” defines a “Gay” person as being “Gay” through “Nurture” as well. How can two divergent and often-conflicting worldviews have the same perspective?


I’m not married, but I am together with the mother of my child (Sara). We intend to get married soon, but our survival and lives take priority and the care of our son is more important to Sara then marrying me. In the past my liberal background and upbringing led me to question the benefits of marriage. I certainly regret that attitude. There were deep-seated resentments that I carried towards the hostile attitudes of the female sex in the 90’s that led me to believe that I was being objectified as a financial tool and not loved in marriage. Looking back on it the attitude of most women was destructive and I hope things improve. I am saddened that my son has reaped the injustice of the sexual revolution.

No silly fundamentalist person: I don’t think all women are whores and bitches. Just an awful lot of them in comparison to the positive relative experience I had with people from my own sex. (no that doesn’t make me GAY!… and no I don’t have a problem with anybody being GAY…. and no that doesn’t mean I have never had a gay thought or experience… and no I don’t want to have anal sex with anyone… and yes I have been in a gay bar… and no that doesn’t make me gay either… no I don’t think people should be able to marry other species. Dogs and Cats don’t pay taxes and have to pay for lousy public schools that they have to send their offspring to. Does anybody get what I am trying to say here?)


this might sound strange…, but I used to have a thing for “Vicky the Robot”.

1986-1987 was the year I watched the most television… it also the year I got overweight from eating too many Doritos… but that is another story…. anyway, I was in seventh grade and was fat and considered one of the bigger nerds in my junior highschool… and my only outlet at the time was this show that I related to because the kid in the show was about my age and was fat like I was… and I thought to myself… well if this kid can tell a hot robot like “Vicky” what to do… then there is a chance for me in life… I know it sounds pathetic… but it is true. Oh drat she is a Lesbian now…. well I guess there is always my imagination…. Vicky, the muffdiving robot… heh heh


you have now been officially sexually harassed!
Tell your pussy whipped boyfriend or husband… to back off….

and take Pelosi with you to Syria.
The Great thing about the internet… is Bitch.,.. you can’t stop me!



Donna Hanover and Rudy Giuliani
can kiss my honest ass as well… oh the marriage didn’t work? I wonder why?



THERE ARE SO MANY ANNOYING FUNDAMENTALIST PEOPLE OUT THERE… everyone is trying to point to some kind of objectivity that is not written in words or text… but is there beyond human writing and logic…. but some how it all gets back to the issue of power and sex……………………….

Under different circumstances, the same chimpanzee may use the same gesture to try to coax a female chimpanzee to have sex. And the same gesture may be used after two males fight as a signal of reconciliation.

Also I read (but don’t agree with Richard Dawkins completely)

…but he said something interesting about primates and sexuality… I think it was Orangatangs who have group sex regularly… To see group sex… I recommend if you have never seen it before… Consider it research…

Oh and Gorilla apparently have alpha males that chase off the weaker males and control harems of women…

Apparently we are closest in relation to these animals…
So that guy that used to beat me up in highschool and Bill Clinton… well he’s a gorilla,,,

I do not condone non monogomous sex…


Samantha Blum
10:47pm July 18th
I know Ben Chase!

p.s sucking up to me for my connections wion’t work. Unless you want me to hook you up with Gloria down the road. She has some cats you can market too.

Noah David Simon
10:52pm July 18th
I would so love to shag Gloria Steinem. Old or not.
By the way… I already poked her. she didn’t respond.

Samantha Blum
11:13pm July 18th
shes quite a hottie…i agree.

Noah David Simon
11:19pm July 18th
have you ever seen the playboys? she was the best one ever!

Noah David Simon
11:30pm July 18th
I looked on the internet to show it to you… looks like the feminists got it pulled off. I used to have the damn issue. It’s rare… she was incredible.

Samantha Blum
6:43pm July 19th
really? That’s why I love Gloria Steinem. Sex posityive femism rock my socks.

Noah David Simon
6:45pm July 19th
she is not sex positive… she is sex bound….

hugh hefner is sex positive.


Freddy, as a younger man, I was a sculptor, a painter, and a musician. There was just one problem: I wasn’t very good. As a matter of fact, I was dreadful. I finally came to the frustrating conclusion that I had taste and style, but not talent. I knew my limitations. We all have our limitations, Freddy. Fortunately, I discovered that taste and style were commodities that people desired. Freddy, what I am saying is: know your limitations. You are a moron.

Noah David Simon
6:47pm July 19th
an “ism” is an “ism” is an “ism”
…and I ain’t going to worship no chick.

Samantha Blum
6:48pm July 19th
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sex-positive_feminism

its an actual branch of feminism.

Noah David Simon
6:51pm July 19th
not interested in theory when I have a lifetime of experience dealing with feminism. The end result is Bill Clinton and Paris Hilton.

GIRL POWER! <—-sarcasm